LIFE'S LESSONS

One thing is for sure-you will get what God has for you. You may delay it, fight it, deny it but you will eventually receive it one-way or the other. This isn’t just for financial blessings. This is true for life's lessons…lessons that you have to learn in order to get to the next level/position in life. This is true for consequences you must pay for your sins. This is true for His favor. WHAT GOD HAS FOR YOU IS FOR YOU!

In the past, a pastor taught me that everything in my life has been sifted. God only allowed the things that were part of my life’s purpose, part of His ultimate plan and only the things that I could handle. This statement has pushed me through some difficult situations and dark nights. This lesson was also an answer when I was baffled as why I receive certain undeserving blessings.

I am at the point in my life where I am in need of getting to the bottom of some things. I need to learn the lessons so I can be free. I am tired of trying to figure it out on my own. I am tired of carrying burdens around that are delaying my blessings. I am sick of feeling a sense of entitlement to something because I’ve endured so much. I am ready to get through all of this gunk to live a spiritually, emotionally and romantically clutter-free and peaceful life. I am ready to have and handle all that God has for me in a different manner.

I have my own opinion of some things that should be at the top of my list. I am in no ways limiting my growth to these things. In fact, I am willing to chuck my list and do whatever God tells me to do. However, I would like to work on my controlling issues that are probably based on fear of not being able to trust anyone, not even myself. I want to learn how to be content where I am in order to be able to move to the next level. I would like to be happy with myself so I can be happy with someone else.

I didn’t get this way overnight so I don’t expect to be able to change everything in 24 hours. I am aware that God’s timing has nothing to do with my timing. I am an eager student waiting to learn more every day. I am expecting and faithfully waiting to receive ALL that God has for me.

In all things pray and seek the Lord. Allow Him to help you make decisions-not Kooley! These are just my thoughts, opinion and experiences.