Wednesday, March 27, 2013

AUTOBIOGRAPHY



         

Some chapters will be exciting and others boring. I will quickly share achievements. Therefore, it would only be fair to speak on disappointing times. None of this information will be to boast or ask for sympathy. It’ll be written to express myself...to show someone he or she isn’t alone in their concerns & struggles...to make someone LOL...and others to STH (shake their head).

Some will skim over the Table of Contents trying to identify only things that is pertinent to their life. Then, so effortlessly, flip through my work deciphering what THEY think is important.

There are a few that will only read the Acknowledgments to see if they recognize the individual/people I think played a big enough role in my life to receive accolades.

Some will only read the Foreword then try to sum up my life by just these few words. Words meant to be an introduction to an eventful journey not a tool to pass judgment.

There will be a faithful few who will look forward to interacting with my thoughts. Regardless of where my book will fit in the ole Dewy Decimal System, they will continue to read my work. Others will continue to cheer me on and use my work as a much needed comedy break.

To all the ones that aren't interested in reading my rough draft-thinking it has no substance, step away from my manuscript. If you can't stand by me while I make mistakes, use the wrong tone or can’t get my point across swiftly, surely I don't want you around once my work is edited and tucked in a nice leather cover. I won't need your time, once my pages are smoothed and lined in gold. If I never make it on the Bestseller List, yet my words have inspired one person or made someone ROTFL then I can say it was worth opening up my life to share with others.

THE END

Of course, this has a double meaning. I am really comparing the reactions of people in my present life to the possible reactions of folks if I ever wrote an autobiography. People are quick to judge you although they don’t know the complete story. However, there are some that will stand by you when you are a piece of coal until you transform into a beautiful diamond-flaws and all!

Taz, thanks for the inspiration.





In all things pray and seek the Lord. Allow Him to help you make decisions-not Kooley! These are just my thoughts, opinion and experiences.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Another Point of View About My Husband's Other Lover

Someone (who doesn't want his name mentioned) sugggested I write a poem from a different angle. So, he dropped these lyrics for me. *Tear* Tear*. I'm so proud of...my Butte....this person!
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Mister, Mister,

The man idealizing the celeb drama queen, who's soul is captured by social idea and turns wholesome into public pain

She does nothing but drain your brain with repeating plots of beautiful women, drugs, violence, and sex…

…checking for every guy with pecks

You are just her next step

Wake up and realize that this is not reality but fiction at its prime

Go outside and find time to live life as if you are in your youthful peak

So awaken your mind and life’s divine



Anonymous Author (who lives with me and under the age of 17 yo)
March 17, 2013





In all things pray and seek the Lord. Allow Him to help you make decisions-not Kooley! These are just my thoughts, opinion and experiences.

MY HUSBAND HAS ANOTHA LOVER

My husband has a mistress, this I know is true
I approved of it in the beginning. Now, I don't know what to do.

He's tried to convince me that all of this is just my imagination
But when he's in her presence, it is she that has his concentration

He looks at her as though they are ONE and the only ones in the room.           
This is what my heart has longed for every day since OUR honeymoon.

Don't miss understand, I know his love for me is real
I just want to make him feel better than the way she makes him feel.

I often sit amongst them envious as can be
wondering if she'll ever release her grip and set my man free.

He rushes home to turn her on to escape the outside world
While I stand flabbergasted at the way he craves this girl

I have to admit the entire family enjoys her from time to time
But, this "love thing" with husband has gotten way out of line.

So, I'm coming to you for your advice
I'm wondering if I should relax and let this man just live his life

Or should I throw that whore out the door
What should I do with Ms. Television... Ms. Movie...that's the other "woman" that my husband adores?

March 16-17, 2013




In all things pray and seek the Lord. Allow Him to help you make decisions-not Kooley! These are just my thoughts, opinion and experiences.