I rapidly ran in the wrong direction. I remained in that ruthful place too long. There I began to rebel against the spiritual life I once desired and my actions became raunchy. Thank goodness, HE reprimanded me constantly and reminded me I would have to reap what I was sowing.
I tried to rectify the
situation on my own. But, this wasn’t realistic.
I merely rehashed past mistakes and
memories which made me ruthful. Once
I started feeling sorry for myself, I then repeated
the behavior. And, each time I took a step backwards my resilience to yielding to temptation was lessen.
My sinful life is repulsive. I need to raise my white
flag and ask HIM to release me from
the strongholds that keep me from being reformed. I am praying for HIM to rescue me and HE will. HE will receive me with open arms. HE promises to restore what I allowed satan to destroy.
However, I know there are requirements.
I MUST be reborn. I have to
put in the work and try not to revert
back to my sinful ways. Also, I need to read HIS Word and apply it to my
life daily.
Recently, HE sent someone to make me realize
what I would need to do to accomplish these tasks. I MUST be radically “sold out” for Jesus. I
need to redirect my energy to doing
the work I was intended to do. I can no longer take the risk of losing my salvation for a few moments of pleasing the
flesh. Especially, remembering the flesh is truly NEVER satisfied.
I needed some time to reflect. Afterwards, I repented. HE instantly reminded me that I am REGAL and
I need to start carrying myself as such. HE then promised to revive all dead things that HE wanted
alive and to reprehend all things
unwanted! Things were about to be refreshed
in my life. There will be a revival
within my soul. I readily accepted this. All I could do was praise HIS name and
vow to reverence HIM in ALL things
from that point!
© 2013 Yvette M. Pierce
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